Day Thirty Three

Today went well.

I had a moment of realization. Like, suddenly, everything felt real. I’m actually doing something to move my life forward. I’m actually learning and developing skills that’ll help me feel fulfilled in life, that’ll help me move upwards towards success.

It felt nice but, terrifying.

I’m interacting with people, people with issues, with problems. People with situations that they need help with and I’m supposed to try and help them?

I feel pressured to provide the best. What kind of person would I be if I couldn’t help someone who came to me? I need to be useful to them. But I know that I shouldn’t expect myself to be the world’s greatest or anything like that. But it’s hard. Hard to keep myself grounded.

I’m learning. No one expects me to do things super perfectly. It’s okay to make mistakes as long as I learn and correct them.

I hope I can get that engrained in my head soon. But, overall, I’m happy that I am where I’m at.

I’ll do my best to not get overwhelmed.

‘Till next time.