I wonder why sadness can be so addicting.
There’s just something different about it. Compared to my other emotions, I always feel sadness much more deeply.
Is it different for everyone? Are some people simply capable of feeling happiness more than others? Anger? Jealousy? Contempt?
For me, sadness is comfort. Whenever I feel it, it’s if I’m falling into a deep never ending ocean, slowly sinking towards doom yet, embraced by the cold emptiness.
There’s something reassuring about sadness. A sort of certainty that I feel unlike other emotions.
Happiness brings doubt. Anger brings guily, etc.
Sadness is predictiable?
I dont know.
Not to romaniticize sadness or anything. I guess I’m just curious if others are like this.
Starting tomorrow I’m going to be a lot busier. Hopefully I’ll be able to keep up the daily posts but honestly, I’m not going to stress over it too much.
It’s exciting and terrifying.
Let’s see how it goes.
Lunar Thoughts 