I think I have something seriously wrong with me.
Like wow, what a surprise right?
No but seriously. I think I have some sort of mood disorder.
I was feeling on top of the world today. Just got my internship sorted out, badge and everything. Figured out a decent work schedule on top of that, and just, I was feeling good over all.
Even last night was good. I mentioned how I felt I could finally breathe for a second.
But now…
I don’t know, now I can’t stop thinking about very dark and intrusive thoughts I guess.
As if I’m drowning all over again.
I don’t know why I get like this. Such a fast switch in moods and it’s all just so sudden I can’t keep up. The emotional whiplash just makes me wonder what is wrong with me.
I don’t know.
I was planning on writing something really positive today, because for a second, life really felt good.
Guess we’re gonna stay on the edgy side of life for just a bit longer.
‘Till next time.
Lunar Thoughts 