At what point is it too late to reconcile with someone?
It’s been hard, realizing how not great of a person I’ve been to people I truly cared for. Harder, knowing that I don’t speak with any of them anymore. Even more so, being left with the guilt.
I’d like to simply message them or something, and apologize for my past behavior, though that’s hard when you’ve been blocked from their lives. Yet, while I’d love to have the opportunity to apologize, it’s been so long. I know most people would have moved on by now, but, I’m perpetually stuck reliving my past mistakes in my head.
The most confusing part of it all is whether I even have the right to try and apologize?
I’m quite aware that I burned most bridges, and I’m aware that I have no right to try and intrude after everything. So, I stay feeling conflicted.
I don’t really know how to process these feelings.
If anything, I feel kind of selfish wanting to seek closure.
I dont know, something to elaborate on for next time I suppose.
Goodnight.
Lunar Thoughts 