Today I realized how brainwashed I am when it comes to work.
Somehow, I was lucky enough to get someone to cover a shift I had this week, which would have given me an extra day off. I was excited for it because I’ve been essentially working nonstop for the past few months now. I don’t know what happened but my boss asked me if I could come in that day anyways because of whatever reason.
Mind you I had the whole day planned out so that I could relax as much as possible, but when he asked I immediately said yes.
After he thanked me and left, it instantly dawned on me what I actually did and how I gave away my one chance to relax for once.
I was so mad at myself afterwards. I didn’t even think about saying no, like my mind just quickly shifted into yes mode, desperate to gain approval. It’s then when I realized how bad my self-preservation really is.
My advice, to whoever is reading this, is to make sure you think about the value of your time. Unless you’re desperate for money (and who isn’t at this point), don’t forget to make time for yourself.
I guess most people don’t really have that problem, so that would apply to others desperate for approval like I am.
Your time is valuable, don’t let other dictate how you spend it.
Lunar Thoughts 